She was everything.
She was Jupiter dripping on Mars,
a kaleidoscope shattering under bare, undeterred, dirty feet.
She had been thin and so so tired
and when life came for her
in the swift uptake of currents both oceanic and electrical--
dangerous,
opposing--
she drowned in her own blood,
the breathe stolen from her lungs
when he stabbed her
and left her lying there for her children to find.
she was gone,
swallowed whole by the gawking mouth of the electric
minds that bound her heart and soul
to the very crumbling earth where she had stood.
And even today her face in that moment
remains a blur among a hyper-sharpened picture,
a charcoal smudge on an otherwise immaculate drawing.
Her face is not her face because all I can remember is how she looked
in those last months--not herself,
features twisted with fear and pain.
She would hate being portrayed that way so
my fingers are restlessly trying to sketch her,
drawing on deities and demons and pixels and
never quite reaching the nirvana that composed her,
made her real.
My fingers are dancing, always singing please please please
and then not right not right as they stutter into silence.
She is almost too bright to remember, blinding,
so I have stopped trying to coax the memories
with meaningless promises to live on paper.
instead I paint Jupiter in brilliant watercolors and,
with clumsy inexperience with the medium,
can never stop it from dripping on Mars
where it sizzles and burns through the page
just like her memory,
ashes flaking away like the life
he stole from her.
About the Creator
R.C. Taylor
Part-time daydreamer. Full-time dork.
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