Upwards
One day I wake up and feel as if I’m falling upwards
One day I wake up and
feel as if I’m falling upwards--
as if
I don’t have pounds and pounds
of baggage weighing me down,
self-doubt chaining my ankles
to my shadow which creeps along
the earth
mimicking and mocking me
as it commiserates with my torment.
I’m rushing upwards,
flying higher and higher
than I’ve ever been.
It’s a cloudy day,
with thunder rumbling demands through the heavens
and thunderstorm inflated clouds,
swollen like pregnant bellies,
dripping raindrops
but inverted they are dagger-like
as I rush to meet them,
pinpricks of freshwater kisses
that slip in kinky nips of teeth
as tributaries of lightening rip
through the sky,
bathing me in light until I am left bare
with more energy than I know what to do with
and my hair is standing end on end
as Nature’s electrified stretch marks
disappear as I pass through them terrified
for my life.
I plead and plead
to Nature raging around me
that she set me right,
bow her will to Gravity’s,
and return me back to sweet sweet ground,
back to the horrible but familiar
comfort of my shackles and the
unending vise of my demons
that strangle and weigh me down.
“Let me down,” I shout
but my voice is lost with
the speed of my ascension.
I toss.
I dive.
I thrash.
But still
upwards into the storm I continue.
And suddenly I remember
how even though lightening,
like complex tragedy.
strikes down onto the
Earth without notice,
The Earth always strikes back,
arches of lightning flashing upwards
from the ground
as it redirects the sky’s energy
quicker and stronger than our eyes
could ever catch.
And somehow,
falling upwards like a rocket,
screaming as I am bathed and baptized by storms
and reaching sightlessly for space,
I run into myself,
having been in my own way,
and I find that I am not falling upwards
at all.
Defying gravity,
and in spite of myself,
I am rising.
About the Creator
R.C. Taylor
Part-time daydreamer. Full-time dork.
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