Ixtlilton
Aztec God of Medicine and Children’s sleep
Did I abandon you first?
- or have my mother’s worries shielded you from getting to me?
- or did her mother’s addictions stop her from sleeping?
- or did her mother’s mother’s shame?
- or her great-grandmother’s loss?
My grandmother’s grandmother did not even worship you
I reach for you because I have nowhere else to go
I stumble my way back to find gods who already know me
- and some of them watch me walk away
Do they also know I won’t be able to find them?
Do you watch over me like a doting padrino, knowing I can’t find my ancestral guardians, but you’ll care for me anyway?
…
Sleep escapes me
I escape sleep
I escape you
…
I lie awake for myself
preoccupied with tomorrow
needing rest but excited to start
tomorrow cannot come to me faster
Come spend some time with me
Will you lie next to me until I fall asleep?
With you, it won’t take very long
then you can go to the next child
you can even take them a dream
About the Creator
Ariana GonBon
27yo bi Xicana. There's always more to write about, in more interesting ways than white men. Follow me @arte.con.ariana, all tips will go to @openyrpurse, both on Instagram.
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