it couldn't tell

this pain hurts more than a headache some days i cannot even meditate

i hear myself cough when i breathe sometimes thats hard for me to believe

the chest keeps hurting the medicine is not working

my own nightmares are just staring back smirking

it's screaming at me I'll see you in hell

now i feel like I'm trapped in a cell

coughing up blood whenever I vomit disgusted by the look of a severed somite

i hear babies cry where they play

maybe because their mothers going away

i feel that everything else is in a nutshell will things get better only time will tell