It

I held it in, it didn't go away

I kept it's weight but it didn't lighten

I pushed it back but it forced it's way through

I tried to make reason of it but there was none

I turned it around but it looked the same

I tried to forget it but it would not fade

I accept it as fate but still it's unheard of

I prayed and that changed nothing

I decided to love it and it disappeared