Is the sun and so on up

I wrote 'Is the sun and so on up' when my emotions were a little out of control. My mental health has been up and down for years - like nearly everyone these days. To help you understand just how 'emo' I was - I would cry saying hello and goodbye to friends and family. Customers where I worked would tip me or buy me cake as a thank you for service and I would cry in the stock room. I would cry when I was stressed or stuck in my head but I would also cry when I was in a good mood and when people were nice to me. I am still emotional I just hold back the tears with a bit more control.

Is The Sun And So On Up

I sometimes feel overwhelmed Sometimes it's because I'm stressed Sometimes it's because I'm tired Sometimes it's because I'm hungry Sometimes it's because I feel under appreciated or forgotten Or sometimes I feel invisible or that my efforts aren't appearing to others But sometimes I think about the people that I care about I want them to be happy I want them to be healthy I want them to be self confident and happy about who they are I want them to feel free to express any emotion they want to and not bottle it up thinking other people won't approve

I get over whelmed thinking of how much I care about those people and whether or not they care about themselves enough and sometimes whether or not they care about me to the same extent

In short: I get over whelmed and send messages to friends sounding all sappy I get over whelmed when I'm sad But more so when I’m happy