I want to say I miss you
I want to express my heart
I want to hug him
Feel his warmth
The peace found
In his scent, his presence
My heart
Please wait
Don’t tear
Don’t swell
Don’t crack
It’s all okay
Please listen
Please listen
He knows
He’s patient
His love is real
All of him
So genuine
Don’t cry
Just be patient
You’re closer
Than you’ve ever been
He isn’t going anywhere
He’s not leaving
This is all real
This is all happening
This isn’t a dream
This isn’t a nightmare
This isn’t a mind game
Just be patient
Don’t cry
Just rest
Just close your tear filled eyes
It’s okay
I struggle
I cry on and off
I just want to go home
Silent tears
No one to hear
My heart and I
Maybe one day
I can laugh
About how
This past of mine
Withered, how
It faded into something
Beautiful, right?
Everywhere I look
Every video that comes up
Your soulmate
Your twin flame
Your this
Your that
My heart is hurting
I’m trying to balance
To find my balance
To be patient
To be supportive
To be understanding
To believe something majestic
Is being made or is coming
I have no words to describe
How hard it’s been for me
How difficult it is to love someone like this
I crave all of him
I miss all of him
He’s my whole heart
He’s all I’ve ever wanted
And he’s so far away
Not blocks, but miles away
I feel like I have no say
I need a miracle Hashem
I cannot sleep and I’m trying
Tossing and turning
He’s so important to me
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to say
I don’t know how to feel
I feel numb tonight
Red eyes
Wishing I could be with him
Wishing I could ask for a hug
The way I used to
Wishing I could ask for a ride home
Wishing I could spend time with him
Even if less than an hour if I don’t deserve more than that
Even if just a glance from the other end of a book store or coffee shop
Who needs to drink to feel a hangover in the morning
When you have these random drops, slips
When I just feel like I’m caged
There’s no one to set me free
Life without him is so miserable
He’s my forever
I just wanted to be with the man of my dreams
I just wanted to see him smile at me again
I just wanted to listen to him
I just wanted the punishment to end
I just want to be more positive
The way he is, the way he just goes on about life
There’s no one else that makes me feel the way he does
There’s no one else like him ever
He’s my blessing
He’s my answered prayer
He’s so strong
He’s so much more confident than I am
I just need a miracle
Insomnia
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