Insensitive Narcissist

We met an awkward way.

I never thought a cam fan would treat me this way.

We become so close.

Even closer than most .

When we first met I was reluctant to spare my time.

But as time progressed

You were somewhat mine.

Months went by &you wanted me more.

So you asked me out & he opened the relationship door.

Even after all of this he still wanted more .

The day I thought about leaving I saw the tears fall .

But let’s face it those tears were not real at all,

I sense that you’re distraught about me leaving.

But you’re fronting is deceiving but you’re not fooling me .

I’m not sorry but your was can not keep me .

I let down my wall for you & you treated it as a joke ,

Punctured my heart ,&watched me choked.

How could you be so insensitive when I let you in.

Did you know committing adultery is a sin?

But you didn’t care about that,you just saw me as a when,

Used me to your fullest advantage and thought the grass was always greener.

But this grass has sharpen metallic spikes so don’t trying to see ,

I could tell your wife but then you would bother to see her .

I can’t believe I met this predicament build up to this .

I guess that what happens when you gone lustful bliss.

Idk if it was clitthumper 3000 or that tongue kiss.

But the hurt you me through,I’ll never miss.

I was going to cry but there’s no point in that .

I’m just so numb & no feelings intact .

You made a list

to blackmail & you know I couldn’t resist.

You thought it would make us fusional.

But you’re delusional.

You thought if you rewarded me with gifts ,our relationship would change shifts .

I didn’t realize how predominant you were until I took someone else’s advice .

Ever since then , I haven’t looked twice.

I’ll give you props you had me spoiled .

But now I realize I was badly soiled.

I hope you enjoyed your time briefly because that’s the last time you’ll ever see me .

I’m not hurt nor is this written in spurt.

Lastly you’re free to feel ballistic ,

And I hope your next one realizes you’re a manipulating and narcissistic .

I guess you can say this is clever .

But you know I’m a writer &it sounds better in a letter.