It’s not fair that I project my insecurities onto you
That I’m still healing from this
For a chance at an us
I should be whole for you as I desire from you
Completely together
Packaged purposefully
But honestly I connect with your emotional unavailability
There is stability in my instability
A safe harbor that I’ve always known
To come out of my comfort zone
To trust fully
Are fleeting thoughts
Laughable suggestions even
The notion is preposterous
That would mean I’m in touch with a level of vulnerability that I dare not imagine
Because
What happens if you actually come through?
How do I deal with you actually showing up and being there for me?
What if
Just, what if you actually aren’t here for games?
Just what if you actually mean me no harm?
Just what if you actually gave a damn?
How the hell do I handle that?
About the Creator
Moni Schex
I write through my emotions. Each poem is an excerpt from the moment in time I’m existing in at the time of writing.
My short stories reflect past observances, insights, and imaginative reflections on situations.
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