On the edge of an old wooden dock sat a writer,
wrapped in a trench coat,
lost in thought.
They sat there to rest and to take in the night
after hours of walking the shoreline alone.
For years, they had walked through life, alone.
They looked at the water that stretched out before them,
and watched as the rippling waves met the shore.
The sky was a palette of violets and blues
and something deeper.
Indigo.
The kind of indigo that looks in the soul and knows what is there,
all its hopes and wishes and innermost secrets.
Indigo sees you and knows you and loves you
for who you are
and for always.
And among this indigo, the writer saw stars, familiar stars,
maybe from somewhere long ago.
Yes…
they remembered.
They remembered the days
they would watch those stars, whirling and dancing, in her eyes.
And they remembered the feeling--it felt like the world fell away,
and all that remained were her eyes
and a writer who fell in love faster and further each second.
They should have told her.
Now there was nothing to do,
nothing but sit and remember
the person who had been their indigo.
This writer is who I may become; I know that.
And I know I mustn’t make their mistakes.
So I won’t.
I found my indigo.
I loved,
I lost.
When I find indigo again,
I’ll do it all again.
Unrealistic, yes--unthinkable, yes: to be loved in return.
And perhaps I won’t be.
But I know
that if I never take chances to act upon my feelings,
I will walk through life
regretful and alone.
And I know that when I take those chances,
I may risk it all.
But I know that when I take those chances,
I may touch the stars.
I have always believed in indigo.
I have always believed in love.
I have always been resilient
and I will not give up.
I cannot wait to find my indigo
and tell them they are my indigo.
I cannot wait to find my indigo
and tell them that I love them.
I know loss,
but I know love,
and I know that it’s worth it.
I know that it's worth it
just to find
my indigo.
About the Creator
Emma Laurens
Emma Laurens is a college student and aspiring writer. Her main interests are creative writing, theatre, film, music, and adventure.
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