Indecision

Indecision has taken root, I cannot make a decision,

Unless it is to be indecisive, my thoughts are jumbled,

My brain frozen

Bounded rationality!

'Oh God, I need your help',

'What should I do? What should I do?'

Heartbeat increasing, fingernail biting, head scratching,

I can't think, I just can't think.

What will happen? What will people say?

I need to make a decision,

I don't know what has happened,

My whole body is frozen in indecision,

'Help'

What should I do, What should I say?

Should I go? Should I stay?

I am sinking in cement,

The concrete is solidifying

I need to make s decision, or one will be made for me,

I am so tired, so scared, so worried,

I want it all to just stop

Go back to the beginning, but with the knowledge,

Time is up,

Tears of frustration wells up in my eyes,

Times is up, a decision have been made,

Not by me, but by the situation.