I’m Afraid for You to Leave..

I don’t try to push you away.

I really just want to tell you everything.

There’s a million reasons why I left.

A million reasons why I came back.

Each of them becoming a little more complicated.

My mind isn’t a safe place anymore.

You're the person that I didn’t plan for.

No one is supposed to know me this way.

I didn’t plan any of my life.

Everything about me is complicated.

Nothing really worth explaining.

If you wanted to stay then I guess that’s okay.

Every person that stays, I push further away.

So, I’m sorry if someday I ruin this.

But if you’re wondering that’s the only reason I’m afraid.