If wishes..

I wish I never took a sledge on those promises

I wish I never became who I wasn't meant to be

I wish dark paths weren't meant for me

I wish when I sleep ,I could sense what freedom really means

I wish screaming lets all the anger free

I wish I didn't dream so much , only to dread reality

I wish I had friends who listen even when I dont speak

I wish I could word all the pain in my poetry

I wish my bestfriend really find soothing relief

I wish my friends don't have suicidal thoughts, like I had in me

I wish mistakes could be erased but that's unnecessary

I wish I could repair my uneven shattered wings

I wish I could solve all my issues but that's impossible

I wish I didn't loose some friends because of my ego, attitude

I wish I wasn't toxic with the blade

I just wish I could put more time into my faith