If Only

if only

if only it were true

the life we could have had,

how the days could have gone,

why am I always like this,

I would change if I could,

but I can't

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I did want her

and I needed her,

I loved her

if only

she loved me

and she needed me,

she did want me

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how the days could have gone,

the life we could have had,

if only it were true,

if only

life was perfect

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If only love was a choice

I guess this love stays in friendship

I guess it's my fault for not knowing sooner