I stay up late with my best friends
anxiety and regret
we go over and over and over again
the things I coulda woulda shoulda said
I stand here naked and shamed
vulnerable to everything
and you just see right past me
if i'm being honest, I can't be honest cause you don't even want me when I hide
if I'm being honest, I can't reach out because my heart has my arms tied
I want to be open - I want to be whole
but maybe he broke me too my core
if I'm being honest, for everyone's sake, I think I may be better off alone
About the Creator
Ellie Hoovs
Domestic Violence Survivor
Mother of 5
Coffee, Wine, And Whiskey Love
Nature Lover
Try anything once
Live out Love
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