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i want it more and more.

trying to quit

By ⸘jason alan‽Published about a year ago Updated about a year ago 1 min read
i want it more and more.
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eyes.to.show.my.soul-

parts unheard, untold; static and still, spoken louder: the truth is best...

used.without.limits.

i say all the parts; sometimes deliberate, i loudly pronounce the silence.

who's.line.could.it.be?

reliably crossed. captivated subscriber blinded. it's mine, all mine.

from.behind.the.curtain-

seen even if i don't want to be, but.eyes.want.it.more.and.more.

do.they.see.me.here?

abundant- so much i can't get enough- so much that it numbs me.

shoved.over.the.edge.

so much for not that, again; yet when else is the time right?

never-undefined.parametric.

a dot dashed in the bigger picture, errations take me home.

prodigal.son.of.a.bitch.

only goes as far as i make it- dirt roads; naked; cold bare feet;

moonlit.dancing.queen.

ferris wheel of fortune circles past-life tree rooted grows up;

seeds.for.the.future.

alive, to grow, and dying- the things nobody consented to and do still,

scribbling.jibberish.

inert, compact time- low supplies. what have you got to work with?

give.it.to.me.HARDER.

i am in love with the most impossible loves, just to prove i can-

defiantly.unopposed.

in the middle, haunted by my life in willing contradiction to itself.

delicate.unpettable.otherthings.

instigated, like the way you pull my trigger JUST the way i like it-

half.cocked.fantasy.

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