I Still Love You

How could I not.

you.

were.

the kindest.

soul.

I thought.

I had

ever met.

Maybe I was dumb.

I've been dumb

in the past but I

am not stupid

I am wicked

I am smart.

I know

but what I am trying to accept now

is that someitmes

maybe

I don't.

A passionate soul

so senstive

so caring

so loving.

When I love,

I love deeply.

A connection.

I felt. a connection with you.

Maybe I still do.

hope we can still be friends.

Love

is

rough.

Sometimes

But without love

what are we

but mere humans

fake happy?

What's the good of that.

I want real.

What I want, what I need,

is real.

Real.

'Skydiving'

'Sober II'

music

I can feel it.

in my soul.

oh, Lorde.