I'm Not Ok

This is it. This is what my life has become.

Is it worth it, putting my life at risk like this?

Because I'm not ok. I'm really not ok.

I don't think that it's really worth it.

And I've missed all the warning signs.

Now I'm stuck sacrificing but, I'm done sacrificing.

I've got nothing left to give.

I'm spiraling out of control, down this hole of pain and regret.

No one notices it because no one really cares.

I'm bleeding myself dry for everyone else.

I no longer cry for help

My voice has been gone for far too long.

This is it for me, this is my end.

I will be my own demise