Don't put your trauma on me. I will not take the fall for your shortcomings. I am not your scapegoat. You're on your own for this one.
I'm problematic but you love that. You think you can tame me. You think you can put me in my place. You've lost all control.
Where are you? Where have you been? You don't speak to me anymore. I haven't seen you in a while. I needed you and you weren't there.
I don't want my life to be another sad song. Just another rainy day song. A short song that's over far too quickly. A song with no meaning.
What if I was never here? What if I were to disappear? What if I left for good? What if I simply let go? What if I walked away?
The End Of The World As I Know It
Opening my apartment door, I stared blankly inside. Slowly I closed the door, took five deep breaths, and closed it again. I walked in not knowing what to expect. Only the darkness flooded my senses. All I wanted to do was go to sleep. As I laid down in bed, I could see a dark figure in the corner of my room. Casually he approached my bed. Calmly he placed himself down on the edge of my bed. There are only 2 things I could see in the dark. The outline of his body and his eyes. His eyes were so unusual and mesmerizing. They were deep purple and glowed like embers. Staring deeply into my soul. It's almost as if he knows I'm watching. Gradually he inched closer till he was only a couple of inches away. I could not move because of fear. Gradually he shut his eyes as he put one hand to my face. As he gently stroked my I drifted off into a dreamless sleep.
The shadows you see. They come as they please. Locked inside the darkness. Your hands over your ears. You shut your eyes tight.
In The Dark
A fear of the dark, a fear of the night. A fear of the shadows that lurk down inside. That sinking gut feeling; the terror inside.