I Fear The Worst

I'm lonely n bored

And you are nowhere to be found my lord

I close my eyes to feel you there

but then realize you're not anywhere

You're not in my heart where you're supposed to be

you are not a part of me

N it makes me so sad

Knowing the truth that I never had a chance

I was never given hope or faith

Never told I wouldn't be welcomed by your grace

Never warned of the cost

I am just a beggar at most

N most certainly lost

so I aimlessly coast

Without you here I fear the worst