I Died

Did you know I died?

Countless times for you, in ways that are unsettling for the heart.

When we made plans to marry to move into a blissful life, when you spoke harsh words to my love yearning soul, I died.

When I anticipated your arrival at the port, you did not show-. I died.

When communication became a minimum between us, I died.

When I love you ceased, those words which gave me courage to press forward, I died.

When you relinquished hope on our love and union, chose another. I died.

Your decision of a trial over fate, I died. I have died countless times for you, in ways that are unsettling for the heart.

You walked away with the other half of my soul , my mate, my flame, to have and to hold.

You should have kept me, your gift from God

He heard your prayer, which came from the heart.

I prayed, fussed also cried, since our meeting you've caused me to die countless times for you, in ways that are unsettling for the heart.

How many times shall I die, shall I cry, shall I sigh for what is rightfully mine that amnesia has taken control of, who we truly are? you have caused me to die countless times for you, in ways that are unsettling for my heart.