How do I unlearn the worship of a man?
(And do it again and again.)
How do I keep my hands from shaking –
like an overeager pet –
when they at last notice their master's marked gaze
after walking softly through
the door?
How can I beat you out of my heart
when my heart has already pounded you
against my rib cage
like a tattoo
so that nothing can remove
your stain?
Or put another way:
how can I drain you from my veins
when the holes keep clotting
and my heart keeps pumping,
determined to drag you through
every
infinite
particle
that makes up my soul
and you’re burned onto my shaking frame
like an afterglow?
I’d rip you out of my chest
but I’m so tired
and you simply keep growing back,
growing back again,
and back again,
like a weed.
But isn’t a weed just an unwanted plant?
I’d be a liar if I said
that I wanted you gone at all.
About the Creator
Brooke Farrar
Inspired by Lemony Snicket, who kindled a flame in my childish mind, and I am constantly in awe of Douglas Adams' ability to gather seemingly ordinary words into a confusing bouquet of inspiration and hilarity.
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