Homesick

I love you

I've loved you since the 7th grade

All the times I would come to visit

All the jokes we shared together

I love everything about you

I love the way you smile when you think I'm being cute

I love the way you hold me in your arms as you sleep

I love the way you get excited when I ask questions about things you're interested in

I miss you

I miss our life together

I miss waking up to you

I miss home

I miss your laugh

And your smile

I miss your warm embrace

And your comforting presence

I wish I could change things

I wish I had been worth the fight

I wish I wasn't so easy to let go of

I wish for just one more chance

I love you

I miss you

I am homesick

For a place I cannot return to