HOMECOMING

Coming home...

To something

Lovely and bright

Because that's what it looks like

On the outside

¨But my insides are filled with mold

and no one will come and hold

Me¨,

She says and i agree

This house has a lot in common

with me

Because i cry myself

to sleep and

Swift my feet

Down the swirling roads i creep

But after all the chaos and tears

Coming up from the bay

After all my pain

And heartache

I hide all day

Finally now i can

Limp, limp, limp

And limp, and limp

My way home

And you'd never know

Never even notice from the outside

Of the house

Because a home

Home is safety

Home she

She is inside of me

Home to be alone

i am not a droid

I lay on the grass

Like the wild lioness i am

I baeth in the sink like a homeless man

And

I know no one will see me

So i dance in the stream

And be free

I dance because i believe

Though the mold grows

Over my head

and under my feet

Green, and black, and blue, and gray

I have lost so many beautiful things

All in MY ¨home¨

And tears coming up from the bay

My loved ones will always say

Everytime

Every single time Ie cried they say

¨No one here has died¨

As if my tears aren't worthy

Not knowing that healing swims in the bay

I used to look out the window to children play

Now it rains everyday

And there is no window

where i stay

Yet I lay on my back

and look up at the stars

Those sparkly gods

make my problems seem far

So home is where my mind is at peace

A house

my soul

it can not keep

Coming home to something lovely and bright

Inside of me

And those people I've trusted

The people i trust now

Can't help be always let me down

When i think of something lovely

In the depths of despair

I realize it's me

Talking to the goddess

in me

From God i received

To keep young

And believe

That I will always

Always

Always

Always

Be able to come

Home to something lovely and bright

Right there

Inside of me

~ Leo Noela