I SEE THE UNIVERSE IN YOUR EYES
I WOULD JEOPARDIZE MY LIFE
TO SAVE YOURS
DISPROPORTIONATE I KNOW
I’M PROBABLY FEELING MORE THAN I SHOW
BUT THAT’S HOW I AM
HIDE AWAY ALL MY FEELINGS FOR A MAN
TRAPPED INSIDE MY HEAD AND THE CLOSET
FOR FEAR I MIGHT ONE DAY HEAR FAGGOT
BUT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
GOT ME SEEING THE TRUTH
AND MAYBE PUSH THROUGH
THESE WALLS AND HAVE A BREAKTHROUGH
CAUSE WHEN I’M WITH YOU
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHING I CAN’T DO
THERE’S SOMETHING SPECIAL
I CAN’T NAME OR PLACE IT
BUT OUR LOVE FEELS ENCHANTED
IT’S PRECIOUS
AND HIDING IT AWAY FEELS LIKE A SIN
BUT IF THE WORLD SEES, MY LIFE MIGHT END
NOT FIGURATIVELY OF COURSE
I MEAN LITERALLY FOR SURE
THERE’S TOO MANY HORROR STORIES
OF WHAT MIGHT OCCUR
I’M SCARED OF REJECTION
AND I HATE MY REFLECTION
BUT IN YOU I ONLY SEE PERFECTION
SO THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO TO REGRET THIS
I’M IN TOO DEEP
STONE COLD BUT WITH YOU MY HEART BEATS
WITH YOU I HAVE FOUND PEACE
WITH YOU I CAN IGNORE THE BEASTS
IN MY HEAD
THAT KEEP BRINGING ME DREAD
I DON’T WANT TO BE DEAD
WHEN I GOT YOU LAYING IN MY BED
YOU’RE MY SAFE SPACE
THE WORLD HAS ALREADY MARKED MY FATE
BUT FUCK THEM, THEY JUST TEACH HATE
AND I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH OF THAT IN MY LIFE
MY WHOLE WORLD IS DARK BUT YOU’RE THE LIGHT
THE TUNNEL THAT MY VISION KEEPS IN FOCUS
FUCK THE CHRISTIANS, I CAN’T CONTROL THIS
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY NO TO THIS?
WHEN YOU’RE THE FIRST PERSON TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS?
LIKE I CAN BREATHE
LIKE I CAN TRULY FINALLY SEE
LIKE I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
AND MAN, YOU’VE GOT ME FEELING DEVOTED
GOT ME SO HIGH, I DON’T KNOW WHAT LOW IS
CAN I HANG ONTO THIS MOMENT?
FREEZE IT AND CAPTURE IT SO I CAN HOLD IT
YOU’RE SPECIAL TO ME
AND YOU LOVE ME SO EFFORTLESSLY
HOW DO YOU DO IT?
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I’M NOT ABOUT TO LOSE IT
I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME
BY MY SIDE
YOU’RE MY RIDE OR DIE
AND I CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING BETTER
THAN A LOVE THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I MATTER
I’M SO INSIGNIFICANT
SO SMALL IN THIS WORLD BUT YOU’VE LEFT A DENT
YOU FUEL MY FIRE
AND GIVE ME THE LOVE THAT I REQUIRE
THAT I DESIRE
YOU MAKE ME FEEL HOLY
FUCK GOD, YOU’RE THERE WHEN I’M LONELY
YOU’RE MY NEW RELIGION
DON’T NEED MEDS, YOU’RE MY ONLY PRESCRIPTION
THERE MUST HAVE BEEN SOMEONE LISTENING
CAUSE THEY BROUGHT ME TO YOU
AND I AIN’T NEVER BEEN THIS SEE-THROUGH
BUT YOU GOT ME HOPING THIS TRUST ISN’T MISPLACED
AND IF YOU LEAVE, I KNOW I’M THE ONE TO BLAME
OUR ENERGIES CONNECTED US
AND I’VE ALWAYS BEEN A MESS IN LOVE
BUT YOU GOT ME LIKE NO ONE ELSE DOES
I CAN’T EXPLAIN THE WAY YOU MOVE ME
GOT ME FEELING LIKE I’M IN A MOVIE
BUT IT’S BANNED IN MANY COUNTRIES
CAUSE OUR LOVE CAN’T SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY
BUT IT DOESN’T MATTER WHEN YOU’RE HERE TO STAY
AND I CAN’T LEAVE EITHER
SO YOU DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WANDER
CAUSE YOU’VE ALWAYS GROUNDED ME LIKE NO OTHER
I’M MAD ABOUT THE TIME I WASTED ON OTHERS
WHEN I COULD’VE BEEN WITH YOU
BUT I CAN’T FOCUS ON THAT
NOT WHEN YOU HAVE MY BACK
AND EVEN WHEN WE’RE UNDER ATTACK
I KNOW WE’LL ALWAYS COME BACK
EVEN WHEN I’M DRIFTING
KNOW YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE IN MY VISION
THERE ISN’T ANYONE BUT YOU
YOU’VE SHAPED MY WORLDVIEW
INTO SOMETHING BRAND NEW
NO ONE ELSE MATTERS BUT YOU
NO ONE ELSE MATTERS BUT YOU
About the Creator
g. whiles
he/they. queer writer just trying to find my place (corny, i know).
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