I can't get you out of my head,
no matter how hard I try.
I tried distracting myself,
I tried journaling (not just on here),
nothing helps how I feel.
I hate myself,
just because I love you.
I know it isn't okay,
I know it isn't right.
I wish honesty was an option,
so I could get it off my chest.
That's the only way I could let myself rest.
I'm sorry for being so truthful
throughout my many pieces about her.
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Sorry for more rambling about her. I hope it was at least well written in your opinion.
About the Creator
Rene Peters
I write what I know, usually in the form of poetry. I tend to lean towards mental health, epilepsy, and loss/grieving.
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Comments (3)
Some words you have to get out!
Oh no, you never have to apologise for anything! Always remember that you are writing for yourself and that writing is very therapeutic! Keep writing!
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