Her Heart Ponder over Paper

I want to cry, cry like hell
Like I never did before,
Enough of those fake faces
I can't handle anymore.
People always advice that we should smile through tears,
But do anyone know the truth behind the smile I wear
I need some time with me and just one person around,
Who can understand my feelings which are so profound.
I wanna go on a never ending trip,
And make some memories that I can grip.
I'm living with a shattered heart,
Still not able to find that broken part.
Just to be happy is all I want,
Can anyone do it for me, because I can't.
I'm a girl who wakes up with dreams,
And at night who screams.
Enough of these mood swings
I'm so tired of it now,
All I want is a hug right now!