He says, She says
Love doesn't have to be scary anymore
He says:
I want to show you love
Real love
Something you’ve never known before
Not felt, for feelings are fleeting
I want you to KNOW love
When you breathe in, that space before exhalation
Is where I will be
Reminding your entire being
What it means to be worshipped
The endless time in that space
You will KNOW love
Don’t exhale yet…stay here with me
Stay…
Can you see all the pain you’ve experienced?
So can I in this space
I’m here with you
Let’s bind up all of those bad memories
And throw them away for good
Breathe out
All that pain is gone for good
Never to return to torment you
Don’t inhale just yet…
Live in this space for as long as you need
Living FREE of all that baggage
You were never meant to carry
Let this space between spaces
Hold you
Are you ready?
Good, let’s continue
Breathe in again…Stay there
In that space….Stay
Can you feel your heart beating?
Can you feel mine?
Synchronize yours to mine in this space
Find my rhythm until it becomes your own
Be one with me
You are safe here in this space
I have you covered with my protection
Yet I need to earn your trust in this space
I have to earn you in this space
I will not hold onto you oppressively
I know when you breathe out
I may lose you for good
If this knowing causes you any fear
Stay…
Stay…
Stay…
Okay, breathe out
What are you aware of in that space?
Absent of the weight of so much baggage
Who are you inside?
In that silence?
Breathe in
Welcome back
Knowing who you are inside
Means you know you are WORTHY of love
Some tried to convince you otherwise
But you know, like you’ve always known
You are worthy of
LOVE
She says:
I have been very reflective of the delightful surprises you prepared for me.
After thinking and reading the poem, I had to meditate.
It brought to me the thought that “it doesn’t have to be scary anymore.”
My soul commanded that I speak the words out loud
and let it be true
“it doesn’t have to be scary anymore.”
I don’t know what that looks like, but I feel like the deep poem
is like a splendid handwritten golden ticket.
I have it in hand and I am standing in the station
I see the train
I am intrigued by the train
I don’t quite know where it is going.
But I have stepped out of the station the train is waiting on the track
I am flattered, curious and a little excited about where this train may go.
So cautiously I approach thinking
“do I want to take the tri,p the journey, am I ready?”
Then I realize I am at the station
and my journey to the station has been a surprisingly pleasant and easy experience
so now I’m pacing beside the beautiful train
a wondrous journey may lie ahead or…
but NO!
I should wait, I should ask questions of the destination
I should prepare
I should know where I’m going… maybe or maybe not.
Maybe this is a journey we take in faith.
So I pace, I look and I decide my heart deserves an adventure
The ticket says the destination is love.
I say to myself “it doesn’t have to be scary anymore”
and get on the train
He says:
I admit trepidation too
I want her to like me for me
should I even be here?
Many may want her heart and I’m aware
I could be lost in a sea of suitors.
How do I stand out?
All I know how to do is care for her more by the day.
It’s overwhelming at times the feelings I feel for her
All I want to do is hold her hand for life
no matter what I must do to achieve that.
Not to say I need to lose myself along the way just to please her
On the contrary I need to relearn who I am
so that I can present to her the real me
not just some representative.
She is the woman I had convinced myself no longer existed.
And here we are at this junction in life
gazing into each other souls and knowing deep inside
that this journey is worth taking as she says, by faith.
About the Creator
Tim Ellerbe II
I am a Musician, Author and Artist. Find out more on my website timellerbe.com
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