Guilt

She resigns from a mildly toxic relationship

If she felt the breaking tone of her voice

And the massive pain rising beneath

It would feel like she could not go on

With the process of attempting a closure

Face to face with her long time lover

The lack of confidence, as if it was the best decision, or a skeptical one

It revolved her mind for quite awhile, but knew it was best

She felt near freedom, relief

But she loved him dearly

She was afraid

She was provoked by the man's mistakes, their endless path of mistakes

She avoided on what was very important

That was her biggest mistake

She had not visualized a better plan

There was a good chance for a proper closure for the both of them

There was a chance where they both could have ended on good terms

Again, she was afraid

He dragged the relationship to a cold and an uncaring, unfaithful state

She closed it to a cold, and an uncaring state

This is her guilt, she has healed from it

Self-forgiveness, self-care, self-awareness

She has never forgotten on what was important most of all

Herself, she did the best that she could

And she learned how to not give a fuck

She remains a baddie, she remains truthful to others and herself

She is saving her spirit for the better man

Let her be known, let yourself be known