Golden Arches

I lie my head

with heaviness

anxiously

awaiting sleep

and though I know

it will not come

I lie here thinking

about what I've done

or rather what

I haven't done

Wishing I

Would've begun

All the things

They said to do

The things

I thought I already new

Or rather that I thought I'd do

but intent just wasn't true

and as I lie

I picture my days

how all my days will really stay

and though I wish

there was another way

this is my life now

day to day

Making my way

To where the Golden Arches lay

And I'm not lovin' it