I have been concerned for days.
Worried you were weak,
Your indomitable strength
Slowly ebbing away.
Ninety-six. An old lady,
Your Majesty.
I saw you, stooped, cane-supported
Still regal, platinum.
I can't believe you're gone.
You have been there always:
A part of my life.
A monetary figurehead,
Even in strange lands.
In profile and
Watchful, gazing out of paper,
Metal and plastic, rainbow-coloured
Like your many tailored suits
And flamboyant plumed hats.
A connection to home;
An embodiment of my land.
Your constant presence
Reassuring.
It is a strange phenomenon:
Mourning someone I have never met.
And yet I know you. I know you well.
You have always been there
And I feel the loss keenly;
It has hit me, hard, this passing.
Knowing its presence was veering
Nearer, has not helped.
I was prepared, I thought
But I was not.
Sitting in a school hall
With strangers around me,
United in a collective gasp
When your death was announced.
Surprise and sadness palpable.
I got up, the rain outside fitting.
It should rain. It is bleak.
A grey evening, colourless: bland.
My car waiting and the radio
Full of talk of you; respectful,
Nostalgic, reverential.
Public figures, leaders, discussion,
Speech after speech.
I cry.
I hear the bells tolling,
A death knoll.
Their pealing unappealing.
My grief is true.
I will miss you.
Shaken I am, untethered.
I feel insecure:
If you are not here, what next?
I don't want you to be gone!
Acceptance will take time-
But your duty is done:
God Rest the Queen.
Queen Elizabeth the Second died today. I love the Queen and all that she stands for: duty, patience, decorum, constancy. She has been an enormous presence in my life and those of my peers, as well as my parents, and is a role model for leaders the world over as someone who has put serving her people above all else. However you feel about Royalty, the Queen has led and a huge void, for me, will be left by her passing. Rest in Peace, Ma'am.
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Rachel Deeming
Mum, blogger, crafter, reviewer, writer, traveller: I love to write and I am not limited by form. Here, you will find stories, articles, opinion pieces, poems, all of which reflect me: who I am, what I love, what I feel, how I view things.
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