You scare me
The way when fear consumes the body and one can barely breathe
You terrify me
The way when fear causes you to act like a deer and freeze in place
You’re different
In a way that’s contradicting to a very dark history I carry everyday
I suffocate
Trying to hold my breathe contemplating if you are actually real
I exhale
Deeper and deeper until the carbon dioxide makes my head spin
You breathe into me
Like a fresh sea breeze that is warm and crisp and cool like a breath taken in
Is it magic?
Only books write about these ideologies that simply can not be true
Are these lies?
I am falling for because I’m learning to let my guard down with you
Am I stupid?
I’ve never been dumb but I can see myself being very stupid for you
Is this smart?
To allow you to love me in all the ways you demand from me to let you do
Am I qualified?
To fit into your life unexpectedly and with actual desire to completely sit and stay
You’ll break me
If you ever go away
About the Creator
Cadma
A sweetie pie with fire in her eyes
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