Gibbous Moon Eyes
she sprouts stars in my eyes
She comes to me behind printed rice screens
Bamboo and symbols I can’t quite read
Her long black hair shimmering silver every night
Hooded blue-gray eyes smile secrets and whisper
“come closer”
“come closer”
She walks me through gardens
Forests and plants and flowers and vines and grass that morph and blur and spin and erupt into my childhood living room
Fingertips trailing from leaf to leaf
The purples, pinks, and greens
A frantic buzzing sounds in my ears
She gasps and points to my favorite plant
“the princess”
“the princess”
Her eyes drifting closed,
She sways on her feet
The buzzing erupts in front of my eyes with silver wings and bright red sparks
I wave and shoo and spit and blow and scream
This thing buzzes away
buzz
buzz
zzzzzzulbzzzzz
aazzzzzzzzzhahzzzzzzz
I wait and he flies into my eyes
My hands splayed to the sky above me
I jolt awake in bed
Hearing the back door open and close
The darkness of the room covers me in shadows
The ceiling fan softly swirling, swooshing, swaying
The buzzing starts at the base of my mind
My neck creaking and snapping,
a sharp pang erupting at the back of my skull
He’s with me,
Drifting from side to side above my eyes
I try to move my arms but the shadows are a blackened mist
A mist so thick
My lungs constrict
I try to scream
The buzzing swoops down toward my mouth
I wake up again
Sputtering, spitting, coughing, sitting up in bed
I reach for the light and clutch the blankets to my chest
Where are my clothes
The light is too bright
And then,
She’s here
Her silky, straight, silvery, hair splayed across my legs
Her blue-gray eyes are gibbous moons
Glowing full, dark craters where her pupils should be
She smiles and touches my lips
A soft song escaping her fingertips
“know she will be loved”
“know she is loved,
after all,
you’re here and so is she,
she’s here,
even when you can’t see.
you are here,
but you are there.
you are everywhere she wants you to be.”
A soft song escaping her fingertips
Simmering through my cheeks
Burning my lips a pinker pink
Sprouting stars in my eyes,
A shade of pink I’ve never seen
A shade so new
I know it’s all for you
You are the pinkest pink,
But you’re soft and you’re blue-grey and you’re green and you’re new
You call to me and I hear you
“Mommy,
Mommy.
Look, Mommy!”
I hear your feet chasing me down the halls
A smile in my sleep
A cold gasping breath as the buzzing bursts through my chest
The halls are dark and empty
Gray
Black
Shadowy pain
A room filled with frilly pink curtains,
A shaggy pink rug,
A summery gray crib and an unused swing
Empty arms
Empty halls
Empty beds
Empty clothes
Cold blankets with tags still on
Diapers unopened and clean
A lock of hair in a pink ribbon
Clay impressions of fingers and toes
She visits me in my sleep
Her eyes tell me you’re okay
Your voice breaks free
A voice I never hear
only imagine
“Hi Mommy”
A soft smile
“Hi Baby”
A hopeless cry
This buzzing thing rips me from my dreams
I fall into the well
Repeating
I wake in bed
I wake attacked
I wake unmoving
I wake staring
I wake home alone
I wake to empty rooms
I wake
and nothing
I wake and relax
“It was just a dream,
just a dream.”
Sharp buzzing pain in my ribs
“She isn’t coming back.”
Falling,
Falling,
Falling,
Darkness swallows and I see my arms turned to bricks
My feet turned to mud and roots and bugs
I fell into this well last November
Unmoving,
Unbreathing
Unable to
Where am I going?
And where can I go?
I am the well.
Swallowing myself whole.
She visits me at night,
A shimmering silver rope dropped in
She waits for me to grab hold
She’s waiting still
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Melynda Kloc
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