I’m running out of fruit cups
and excuses
digging into a pocket full of history
for recycled lies
refurbished,
coated in an ancient paint color: “I’m back”
no one will know.
No more “I’m fine”s
that didn’t work last time.
but gaudy smiles & rainbow photos
& selfies with birthday cake.
Shut that knee up
it won’t stop quivering.
tell the spine to whimper not wail
because the neighbors ears are perked up
everybody is staring.
You cannot hide dead eyes in glitter shadow
and a cracking heart under an oversized hoodie
and laughter is not louder than the hollow sound of a fading heartbeat
even when you’re not sick enough.
At some point
a muscle will twitch
a bone will breathe
secrets exposed.
control is a traitor waiting to turn her back on you.
Today I’m running out of fruit cups
and excuses.
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