Frozen

There are clouds in my head,

I am levitating three feet off the ground,

My body is hallow,

I am so light weight.

Everything is fuzzy like static on a television,

Paused, stuck in time ,

captivated by absolutely nothing.

Frozen,

Stuck in ice,

Freezing cold,

Alone, isolated,

Scared.

-depression 8:58 pm

Get out of bed they said.

Stop being lazy and get out of your head.

Wash away the demons inside

Then maybe you won’t go frozen time after time.

Frozen, In shock, scared,

Knowing that a trigger is going to take you there.

To a deep dark place no one wants to be,

Where you’re frozen and cold, and unhappy.

-depression 8:06 pm

When will it end she said?

When will the torment go away inside my own head?

Will I ever get better?

Or will I be stuck in these storm clouds forever?

Caught in the rain and thunder,

Knowing that at any second I will plunder ,

Fall into the ground a disappear forever,

Maybe then, the weather will be better.

-depression 8:06 pm