Forgiveness
Flowers Of Freedom
Forgiveness is freedom
Long ago I forgave him and me
To allow for myself to be free from misery
For all the things we did wrong
by projecting our past pain into a new relationship
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He said he had forgiven himself and me
I can understand how he has forgiven
the one who sacrificed their ego
and admitted their wrong doings
The one who apologized and took full responsibility
The one who looked at their mistakes
and made efforts to change their ways
for the sake of being a better human being
The one who compromised being right
for the sake of growth and foraging peace
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I have trouble understanding
how someone can fully forgive themselves
when they are still unaware of all the things they did
that once caused me pain
When they avoided
taking full responsibility for their mistakes
and felt more comfortable blaming me
When instead of making an effort to change
their egoic ways of relating
they interpreted my vulnerable
expressions of my pain caused by things they did
as a personal attack on them
Being right was more important
to him than growth and learning
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I forgive him for his ignorance
but I refuse to waste my energy
on someone who is too proud
to wave the flag on the vanguard of the ego
to offer healing to the garden of the spirit
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If he only recognized we both were wrong
as much as we were both right
in what otherwise was a beautiful connection
we could have both grown stronger from all of it
But he didn’t
and that’s on him
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Sarah Jane
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