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Fish Food
A poem about death and decay.
As I stare over the cliffs into the water below,
I ponder every moment I've ever lived.
I wonder what it would feel like for my body to hit the water,
To sink to the bottom,
To welcome the salt and seaweed into my lungs,
To disintegrate into the ocean floor,
Becoming fish food.
I want to be one with the stars,
But not quite yet.
These thoughts that pervade me are merely intrusive,
And I will not act,
But there are no promises that I will not wonder.
I think asking these questions is a good thing.
Curiosity is what drives imagination,
Even if that curiosity is driven by the thought of my own decay.
I live in preparation for the grand finale.
While I'm afraid of what comes next,
I welcome it with open arms.
How lucky we are to experience life,
Death is just a part of it.
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Mae Flowers
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What happened when the US military met a giant in Afghanistan?
In 2016, a story circulated about a U.S. Special Forces encounter with a 13-foot-tall giant in Afghanistan in 2002. The story, presented in interviews by L.A. Marzulli, claimed that the giant killed one soldier before being killed by the rest of the unit. 🤔❗ So, the story goes like this: a group of U.S. soldiers vanished during a patrol in Kandahar. Special Forces were sent to investigate, and they stumbled upon a cave with military gear but no sign of the missing soldiers. 🕵️♂️❓ Apparently, a huge, red-headed giant - we're talking 12-15 feet tall with six fingers on each hand - emerged from the cave! One brave (or foolish) soldier charged at the giant and got impaled by its spear. 😵🔪 Marzulli, a self-titled expert on cryptids and the supernatural, connected the giant's appearance to the Biblical interpretation of the Nephilim. He presented a chunk of bronze, claiming it aligned with the description of the giant's spear. 🧙♂️📜 Of course, the Department of Defense was like, "Giant? What giant? We don't know anything about that." This led to conspiracy theories about a government cover-up. 🕵️♂️🤫 Snopes did some digging and found out that the only U.S. Army death in Kandahar in 2002 that matched the name "Dan" was Sergeant First Class Daniel A. Romero. Plot twist: he died in an accidental explosion, not fighting a giant. 💣😔 The story's premise reads like fiction, with inconsistencies and a lack of resolution regarding the initial disappearance of the patrol squad. The sources all lead back to Marzulli's now-deleted YouTube video, and the story itself doesn't even have a proper ending. 🤷♂️📹 It is likely that the story was fabricated by Marzulli to gain popularity among conspiracy theorists. Meanwhile, the U.S. military was busy fighting the actual War in Afghanistan in 2002. 💥🇦🇫 The giant of Kandahar story might have started as a way for soldiers to cope with the stress and uncertainty of war or as a prank played by senior members on new recruits. 😅🤐 While such stories can provide insight into the emotional and psychological impact of war on soldiers, the sacrifices made by those involved in conflicts should be acknowledged and respected. It is important to recognize that many soldiers may suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) as a result of their experiences. 🤝✊
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"Curiosity is what drives imagination/Even if that curiosity is driven by the thought of my own decay." The juxtaposition of curiosity and its associations with discovery put next to death, the end is just so thought-provoking.
nice
An amazing poem with thoughts on life behind the veil so to speak. I often take this as even in outer space with other life beings displaced other than our own species created. The mind has many churns that will turn the wheel of curiosity.
Woah...okay. this is beautiful. With writing like that, you are a welcome and important addition to the Vocal community here. Congratulations on your very deserving Top Story. This is actually very relatable! Well done, Mae!
Lovely!!! Congratulations on Top too!!!❤️❤️💕
Great piece ❤️💯👌📝Congratulations on your Top Story🎉
"Curiosity is what drives imagination." I love love LOVE that line. Welcome to Vocal!
First of all welcome to Vocal, and to my subscription list. This was damn good. I think life is a lucid dream, and the people who aren’t occasionally thinking of what it might be like to wake up (death) are the people with no chance of influencing the dream. The dream is just happening to them, and when it ends, they’ll likely be full of regrets. Secondly, congrats on your Top Story! 🥂
"But there are no promises I that will not wonder" is such a beautiful line! Thanks for sharing, Mae.
what a easy acceptance