Fire on Mount Olympus

I guess I would never feel like I'm enough

I mean, I knew it would be tough

But growing up is just so ....rough

Trying to grab unto so many pieces yet they ...fall

I can't really explain what's on my mind

I tried to word it but the right words are hard to find

I tried painting but the lines wouldn't align

I am at war with my own mind

Scary part? I think he is winning

I mean , it is hard to describe but i think he is

I mean, I lay in bed and can hardly sleep

Forgetting to eat, my immune is weak

I mean, this isn't even ....me

I am seeing things that aren't there

I am blind to things that actually are

And this crushing fear of letting everyone down

Seems to be the weight that's letting my shoulder drown

And I can't even point who I am trying to hold my head high for

I mean, that's probably a lie I like to tell myself

Who says I am supposed to have life figured out already?

Who says I am supposed to expect everything to go on steadily?

Who says I should be happy, even if this boat I am in is sinking?

Who says I have to carry all this weight? it is so damn heavy

If i decide to switch off my lights, what then?

I would probably be called a coward or cried for

Zeus would probably be sad and so would Hela

Aries would definitely follow , he seems to be there with me

Athena and Hermes would probably be confused

I didn't really spend much time with them

Loki seems to be better now,

Or maybe he is just putting up a strong face?

And Andromeda? Oh Andromeda

I just wish to be in a better place for her

To let her worry less and less

I really wish I could give her the world and more

Ran out of ink, I really can't stand being like this no more