I breathe deep as each foot hits the earth
Usually I would complain of my feet starting to hurt as I run, but
Breathing clear has never felt this good.
Each breath rejuvenates me through and through.
Skies are blue and my heart is full
In the first time in too many moons.
Some say that the city sank that day
As all souls, tied to the devastation here, there and everywhere,
Breathe a sigh of relief
For our sisters, brothers, totems and veins
Wrapped up and entangled in other worlds
Everywhere else at once, our hearts exploded
As we grieve for such loss,
Nothing will ever be the same.
Yet we all breathed the relief, drenched in pain
For just those two days.
We come together once again,
For just those moments
Only to find that the skies hurl anger
To remind us:
No, oh no
This is only the beginning.
You have not been listening.
When will you realise that a fish rots from its head?
The skies turn grey and the ancestors hands wrap closely, more closely
Around my trembling neck.
I can't breathe, I say, when will this end?
I'm trying to make change
Step by step, but
It's not enough.
I still can't pretend
That I don't grieve for lost country,
Empty wombs
The vision of small feet filling empty rooms
My throat closes tighter, my eyes well up
How can we go on?
What is the point?
The disease of more humans is not what we need.
We are the problem - we have to stop.
Blue blood trickles out my fingertips
Going, going, gone.
With each drop scales flake off
We're rotting, it's from the top
My arms outstretched
Trees bending, curving and merging
Some say they would be dancing, except
Their souls are gone.
Sap drips through my ribs
And with each drop
I feel relief - life persists
But only just.
And just like that,
My heart ignites
Flames bursting
This is our lesson.
Pulsating through my body,
I feel the grief of a hundred million years
Screaming, are you listening?
Scales shed into the river
And as we reunite
We can't go on, but we must
Bones broken, fractured, protruding
Fire can't burn this.
- EF 23/1/20
About the Creator
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