Feelings

What can I say

I hate feeling this way

These feelings that I feel

They bring me down to kneel

If I could only let them go

That would be one less foe

But they seem to be stuck

No matter how much I wade through the muck

I try to move on

But all my avenues seem to be gone

I write this down

So I have less of a reason to frown

Sometimes I meet success

Other times its just a big mess

These feelings of mine

Have put me in decline

Do I have to create a masterpiece

To finally find my peace?