Familiar Face
A Bizarre Place
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I walk
Aimlessly through a crowd
This place
Is a familiar place
Somewhere I’ve been before
The details of the room are vague and dissimilar from my memory
I can recognize a face
Wavering through all the bodies
Only glimpses of the familiar face through all the commotion
I’ve seen him before a thousand times
But the bell doesn’t ring my foggy memory
Strange
All feels strange
The commotion stops suddenly
All eyes are on me
The crowd is still like soldiers at attention
I feel their gaze pierce my frightened perception
The face I recognize is now running towards me
Evading the numerous bodies in the crowd
A stark expression and a hasty pace
I now fear this familiar face
I sense the fight coming
I charge towards him
The commotion is now between the two of us
The crowd watches in shame of our behaviour
We crash over tables and smash through the drywall
Knocking over bystanders and whatever else was in the way of our heinous brawl
He is stronger than I am
Much stronger
I find myself trapped under his crushing weight
The pressure grows heavier
Heavier still
Over my entire body
I am motionless
Frozen
Breathless
Darkness
-
I walk
Aimlessly through a crowd
This is a familiar place
One I recognize only slightly
I’ve been here before
Commotion
Déjà vu is a funny feeling
His grim face is not so funny
A recognizable fear overwhelms me
I run from the crowd as I feel my presence become aware of those around me
Guilt follows in my footsteps
I throw myself through a door
The outdoor air rushes through the doorway
Another face I recognize
My roommate from college
I ask for help and only receive a concerned look
As if I were a beggar or a drunk
Guilt runs through me
“What have I done?”
I beg in hopes he will have mercy
With disappointment he surrenders his dorm key to me
The fleets of stairs are long
My legs are tired
I run through a few groups of students as I try to evade the madness
I can feel judgment from every person I cross
“What have I done?”
I unlock the door and close it behind me
Stillness
-
I walk
Aimlessly though a crowd
This is a familiar place
I recognize similarities from a building on my old college campus
Before I start looking at faces, I recognize the familiar feeling of guilt
I run through the doors again
The outdoor air rushes through the doorway
This time I don’t stop for anyone
I run into a larger building
The doors behind me slam open before they can fully close
I am being chased
Through the glass windows in the foyer I see a pool
I duck into a change room to find the entrance to the pool deck
Shrieks all around me
The women, half dressed, are seized with fits of hysterics
I am a rabid animal to anyone who sees me
I will be condemned
But for what?
I cannot bear it
As I leap into the deep end of the pool
There is chaos around me
Unintelligible yelling
Concern
I enter the water and the world becomes silent
Tranquil
-
I walk
Aimlessly through a crowd
This is a familiar place
A place I faintly recognize
Guilt suddenly takes me over
This is Groundhog Day in hell
I hate the feeling inside me
I fear these people
I hate myself
I am condemned
-
This happens over and over again
Every time I reboot
I am groggy
My memory is hazy
Like a heavy fog blanketing everything I have ever understood
Everything feels ill
Every person
Every face
Every place
Every time I am replaced the unsettling surprises once again commence
The grim face I’ve seen a thousand times brings me newly discovered suspense
Every time I escape
Everything is erased
During one episode I found myself naked, embarrassed and begging for clothes
Only to be looked down upon like a heathen
“What have I done?”
Time and time again I am reborn into a place where no one knows me
No one likes me
No one helps me
But everyone knows I don’t belong
I am condemned
-
Somewhere in the looping torment
I remember
I remember a reality not so bizarre
I remember there is a way out
I open my eyes
Everything is crooked and blurry
I try to open my eyes again
I lay on a couch
The half-eaten spring roll on the coffee table reminds of the reality I once knew
It feels like weeks have gone by
It feels I have lost precious time on heavenly Earth
While my consciousness was bearing the battering of hell on repeat
I try to make sense of this feeling
The vague memories of my dream become lucid
I am overwhelmed with the emotions I experienced over and over again
I break down into tears
Sobbing out loud
Thanking God for having mercy on me
For exempting me from an eternity of suffering
“What happened?”
I sob out loud
“It felt like so god damn long”
I am hysterical
“What just happened to me?”
-
The room is bright
Glowing with a pale light
I turn to the window with watery eyes
To see if it is still night
A full moon lights up the night sky
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This dream occurred a few months ago. I have had some vivid dreams before during a full moon but nothing like this one. My partner can confirm the hysterical tears when I woke up.
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P.A. Wilkinson
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