Evolution

The shift since we parted has been amazing,

Such a long process it’s been,

In the stars I was gazing.

When will this be over,

For my heart was aching.

I knew this was an illusion,

Who loves with confusion?

What heart lies,

Who wants to see you cry?

Why give me your shoulder,

I thought this was over?

You’ve given me strength,

but you played with my insecurities,

Not realizing the possibilities,

Of the damage this would do to me.

That power, I hold it now,

self love is that you hun?

There’s no reminiscing, because it’s over love.

and no, I don’t love you, that shits a dub,

but I thank you and the man above,

because without you I would still be stuck,

on the definition of what was what?

Exactly what I thought,

something you know nothing of.

I forgive you for the manipulation,

the superficial and the stagnation.

Self love, nothing compares,

all my ladies hug yourself,

stare in the mirror like there’s no one else,

who can compare to your being,

just your eyes are you seeing?

Even if your taken for granted,

It won’t hurt cause your love supersede it!