I look at you
looking at him
and him looking at you
I can’t believe you’ve come this far
Started at nothing
now flourishing into a masterpiece
of love, passion and fire.
You found him at last.
Why him, I wonder?
I watched the endless streams of suitors who came for you
lining up in formation
awaiting your judgement.
You would give each of them a precious piece of your time
Happiness
Soul.
I watched as they hurt you
and you
hurt them.
The same routine was followed
every time: flirt, kiss
and leave.
No hello,
no goodbye.
They didn’t deserve you.
I could never fathom why you gave them such a colossal part of you,
in such a short
space
of time.
How could you hand them a piece of yourself , trusting them to keep it safe?
How could you handle putting yourself back together
sewing the scraps
of yourself that you bequeathed to them,
but got returned in shreds?
Why was it always you and never me?
I am selfish
I prefer to keep myself
in my hands
not some man’s.
That is why I am the one you come to
to carefully stitch your seams
back together.
That is also why
I have never had what you have had
But I wish I did.
About the Creator
May Wild
Storyteller of medicine, travel and motherhood from the perspective of an overthinking worrier
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