Easier Than Work and Time
Now who am I to find, something easier than work and time?
I want to spend a summer reading verse
And finding you between the lines
Call you a lover as a curse
And coloring right through the signs
I am paralyzed
I have never bit my tongue so much in life
Vitality isn't anything more to me now than finding
Something to lose my mind
And I cant even tell my "something" what I am
Fuck im really tired
Fuck I’m really tired
Fuck I’m
Please stay
Don’t move
Let me walk away
Slowly
Because I know it isn't real
But I am not ready to feel
You be a man for someone else
The dawn calls me delusional
Sunlight laughs out loud
But dusk has an affirmative silence
Without even a single doubt
Overstay my welcome?
Yes, who am I to find
Something easier
Than work and time?
Who are you to be happy?
And who are you to cry?
I can do both
While keeping my eyes dry
He explains his jokes
As my expression turns inward
Mistakes my mental brush strokes
For confusion
I’ll be tunneled in my head
Until i'm in his bed
Write something good, she said
Please don’t waste it
Because feel something good, I can’t.
Terrified to hold a pen but I swear I can taste it
Is this easier than work and time?
I paint the living room yellow before I go
Fluff the pillows, grab my keys, and walk too slow
I’ve never liked the drive home
About the Creator
Eve Luxembourg
Currently taking life far too seriously. I wish I read more than I wrote, yet here we are. I am incredibly cyclical and I like to write down my mind before it shifts.
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