Drowning

I'm not ok, there's no denying. I'm not alright, inside I'm dying. I am broken, I am fragile, I am hurting, I am shattered. I am that mirror reflecting all of your insecurities at once. This is hard but this is me. I am in pain and want to be set free. I am as transparent as glass. I know we all have some kind of past. I know we all have some kind of pain. But I am waiting for the brighter day. I am a monster with so much hurt and anger. My heart is like a crumbled up paper. I am damaged I am toxic. I am drowning in all this nonsense.