Actualization is my new niche.
Before I could recognize, I was falling deeper;
“Couldn’t they see?” I’d ask myself.
Deeper and deeper I fell into agonizing pain.
Eventually, it just got worse.
Frenzied by my uncontrollable emotions,
Gasping for more air,
Hazing myself over religious texts,
Ignoring myself to seek after help;
Jonesing for stronger drugs,
Kindly ignoring my ambitions,
Losing myself in the process of life;
Monstrosities augmenting itself,
Never again to be repealed,
Overtly, it is no longer hidden;
Personified by my open engagements,
Questioning my own values and beliefs,
Requesting help from those I endear;
“STOP,” I said to myself loudly.
Tucked in coddle position,
Ultimately, I fell to it,
Various vices;
Waiting for change,
Yearning to be understood,
Zeroed in, Im at loss for being misunderstood.
About the Creator
Edgar Grove
A striving, young individual seeking to be understood by those I’m surrounded by. Enlightenment, philosophy, and kind-hearted people is what drives me to go further in life! Peace and joy is all I truly desire!
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