I tried to move on from you
For how many times I walked away
I keep on trying to avoid you
Several times had pushed you away.
But here I am again chasing you
Your energy keeps attracting me
Confused on which direction to take
Why am I heading towards you again?
Learning the lessons these past years
Maybe I have not learnt until now
For I keep on chasing and running
Without specific path to take.
I still feel lost and contemplating
To follow which my heart really wants
Looking for signs everywhere
While ending to nowhere.
I was told that you are not my twinflame
That you are a soulmate I share a karmic situation
That you came to my life to teach me lesson
And not to be with me in this lifetime until the end.
But why I am still gravitated towards you
And cannot get you out of my mind
Even showing up in my dreams when I sleep
What am I supposed to do with you?
Do I still love you and do you still love me?
Am I really missing you and do you miss me?
Questions I want to ask you and myself
But always I stop even before I begin.
Dear universe give me your blessings
I want to know the answers to my feelings
Help me to take the leap of faith
And to trust the fate you have for me.
I want to move on and stop digging the past
To be free from memories that did not last
And keep going forward leaving my sadness
Looking ahead pursuing for my own happiness.
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