Dealing with a Crush

I don't know what to think,

that twinkle in your eye

is so confusing.

What are you feeling?

The blue draws me in,

holds me, traps me,

until I drown,

my head still reeling.

Now I have found you,

I am helpless and hopeless,

wondering if you know,

it's my heart that you're stealing.

It's all I can do,

to lay here on the floor,

my thoughts swirling around

as I stare at the ceiling.

You've spoken to me

words of regret.

I talk to you too,

my soul revealing.

Cold and alone,

I sleep through the night.

The thought of you there

is rather appealing.

But that's not going to happen

for I am afraid and I now know

there's already a woman in your life,

and it's for her you'll be kneeling.