Darkness my Companion
The depression that follows me into the light.
Beyond the Darkness
I am now beyond, I am now above
What was before is now behind
I have beaten my trials
I have passed the tests
Yet burdened I remain
The struggles I've endured
The pain I have cured
The feelings I have embraced
The memories I have engrained
They're a part of me now
Inseparable have they become
Forbidden yet destined to repeat
the mistakes of my youth
So far have I come, yet far I have to go
Mended as I am, I'm still broken to my core
I've a new love, I've a new life
No amount of time or love will fix the past
But I believe one day I will be whole again
Not because I am better, but because I am not
You cannot fix a broken heart or a wounded soul
You can only accept it happened
Come to terms with the emptiness
Embrace the darkness of the memories
I don't have to let the darkness in now
Yet I know that it is inevitable
It is required if I want to move forward
It is said that time heals all wounds
I would argue that it is actually a poor memory
The lack of vividness of those memories
The detachment one feels with those memories
If time could heal, no one would feel pain
We would be happily adrift in the eddies of age
But that's not the case
As long as our memories have roots we suffer
I haven't moved on, I haven't forgotten
I have however accepted that life is suffering
I have embraced darkness,
I have brought it with me
Out of the night and into the light
Not by choice but out of necessity
I've found happiness
I've found love
I've found my truth
The darkness and I feel it together
We see that this time may be different
I hope it is, the darkness hopes it isn't
It hopes we can shroud ourselves again
Covered by sheets of despair
I'll continue to hope, as futile as it may be
That I'll one be whole again
That one day I'll be free
Deep down i do know better
I know that this time is the same
Whether I am right or wrong
I'll have the darkness, my companion, by my side
About the Creator
Addison H.
I'm still very new to writing, but it fills me with joy to be able to express myself. It brings me even more joy to be able to bring my work to others. I'm very appreciative of my readers.
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