D.T.A

Another chapter of my life over.

I wonder will I ever turn the page...

Without tears smearing...

The story left behind.

As a child believing in fairytale.

I was fool to believe.

In the masquerade you portrayed

Help me to rewind.

Before the empty promises...

Before I heard your screams.

Before you broke down my barriers...

Before I told you of my dreams.

For I was fine in my own world.

Before you decided to set up home.

Surrounding me with false security....

Only to leave me alone.

I won't say that I never felt like this before.

For it would be a lie.

All I will say is I never expected you...

To be the picture haunting my eyes.

All that was said and felt so meaningless.

How can I try to pretend?

That I'm not fucked up yet again...

Just when I felt it had come to an end.

I will move on there is no doubt.

But my heart even colder.

It seems its turning to ice...

As I grow older and older.

There is no relief....

From these words I say.

Only affirmed belief...

D.T.A.

Don't. Trust. Anybody.

Build the highest, strongest wall around your heart.

Because it seems everyone is out to hurt...

And rip that fragile thing apart.